(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via recovering2ride)
eating disordered. self harmed. bones and bruises. broken and scarred. but still i have hope because the sun will still rise and my heart still beats. every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day. do more than just merely exist, go out and live. take back control over your own life and stay strong.
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Hope for the Hopeless
68124) It really bothers me when I hear people say that they want an eating disorder, like it’s some kind of trend. They don’t realize that it’s not just physical, it’s a mental war that never stops. It consumes you, until you don’t care about anything but losing the weight. You lose your friends, your family, your motivation, your health, and your sanity. You feel guilty after every bite and you base your self-worth on the number on the scale. This is not something you want.
68123) Stop preaching to me about how I don’t need to be stick thin to be pretty, because I couldn’t give less of a fuck about how attractive you find my body. My problem doesn’t exist because of society’s beauty standards or the media or Kate Moss. It exists because I want to torture myself and die. So stop assuming anorexia is only caused by the desire to look perfect and beautiful, because it’s not.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via recovering2ride)
Catching My Breath: finding—laura: My problem isn’t food, my problem is that I’m unable to...
My problem isn’t food, my problem is that I’m unable to articulate how I feel through speaking and the only way I know how to express how I’m feeling is by showing someone. So I purge when I’m overwhelmed and filled to the brim with emotion I don’t understand, I turn weight…
every minute i waste in the depths of my eating disorder is a minute i could have been living.
(Source: effyoued, via recovery-has-set-me-free)
I love this so so so so much words cant even describe it.
I really needed this.
(Source: systematicpassion, via courage-faith-and-hope)
